i can not hide anything from her anymore.haha she knows it all.i can be completely me when i’m with her.no pretentions. i don’t need to be strong for her.i can be weak, i can be immature, i can be who i really am.

one lie can destroy my trust forever. one disappointment weakens me. and a rejection killed me.

emo na ako?haha

emo na ako kung emo. i just want to say it all. im good at nothing.  i am weak. i am a loser. takot ako sa reality. i give advise but i dont practice them. i just pretend that i am strong. coz i have to. i have to be strong for the people who needs my strength.

but na lang andyan si jen. haha she knows me well and nobody else does.

..i don’t have plans of posting a blog today, until i went online and saw your post.

i’m surprised,,haha 4 years na taung bestfriends, pero ngayon ko lang nalaman ang mga ka emo han mo tungkol sa friendship natin.haha

although i know the real scope behind that post, i am still amazed.haha i never thought of you featuring me on your site.hihi

we have the same thoughts about our friendship. and we are both right, kakaiba nga ang status ng friendship natin. but for me it really does’nt matter that we do not share what a typical “bestfriends” share. our friendship is not shallow.aww haha our friendship lies beyond the word that we coined to it..

basta..alam mo na un, alam ko na din un..haha mua mua

..it’s  a roller coaster of emotions. yesterday i feel so lost, so depressed and uninspired.now, i feel so perfectly fine!

a friday spent with five of the best people in the whole- wide world. how about that?haha! i can’t believe it. five of the most precious friends i have, all in a day.

i started my morning with a hearty talk with my bestfriend biba, exchanging funny lines, i love yous and all. it’s just so sweet. biba alone made my day already.

and for the first time in my four- year residence at my college, i spent a day with two of the best girlfriends, jen and susin, ever in existence. only the three of us eating breakfast and exchanging stories as if we have’nt seen each other for a decade. ang saya..haha bakit kaya naisipan ng ibang Fonda na umabsent ng sabay sabay?haha i’m happy that the two of them are all mine for a day..haha

after class, at the library, i was so surprised to see my best guy friend. nash. i’m a bit disappointed kasi i really want to surprise him this coming wednesday.haha di ko tuloy dala yung peace offering ko. haha i was not able to come to the contest he joined. kaya peace offering na lang para di na magtampo. but of course, i am more than happy to see him.=)

..and now i’m here at FMBFI’s office, spending the rest of my day with my beloved kuya Ryan, the “kuya” i mentioned in my previous post. i hope that my day will end very, very well..=)